18 nov

happy birthday darian!! 10 birthdays this is. 1999 - 2008. wow that makes us seem so old doesn't it. thanks for all your rubbish that never ever fails to make me laugh. come back sooooooooon. stay hot! :))

happy birthday yujie!! u're the coolest friend around. thanks for sticking by me throughout all the rubbish i put u through. the past few months have been so trying. i really don't think i could have survived without u. the little things that u do that make me laugh when i'm frowning or even crying on the inside. appreciate it. stay cool! :))

both of u rock my world. whee!!

asia conference is tmr. i'm super duper uper luber excited. hahaha. some of the greatest preachers in the world gathering in singapore. what a great opportunity to receive. wow.

i pray that these 5 days will be a time that energizes me to continue this journey of 2008. i have come to a point whereby i feel that my life is on the brink of collapse. i don't know what to do, where to go, who to turn to. sigh. u sow what u reap. i've sown laziness and bad attitude, i reap poor results and inordinate stress. i've made bad decisions, i need to bear the consequences.

i feel so disillusioned and lost. feel so taken for granted these few days. i don't know if i can sustain to the end of the year. i really don't. school results this semester seem right on course for a very very very poor term. sigh. noone to blame except myself.