screwed

express your life in one word: screwed
express your life in two words: i'm screwed
express your life in three words: i'm so screwed
express your life in four words: i'm really so screwed
express your life in five words: u kinda get the picture

i'm screwed. i don't know how i ended up a total and complete failure. i just feel like killing myself...but i can't help but feel there's more to my life. from september last year till now, what good has really come out of my life? when have i been happy? well, apart from the two wonderful months i spent in america.

my life is a bitch. my life totally and completely sucks. someone needs to tell me the good that came out of me giving up my future in the uk. somebody please enlighten me. please. exam in like 2 hours. but what's the point? sigh.

i used to be able to say to everyone (except sports people), "whatever u can do i can do better". that's the raffles spirit. now...sigh. the only thing i seem to be good at now is smiling and putting on a happy front. so here's to "happy" me. :D