of cos there's school. lots of stuff to settle. not sure how the exchange will turn out. sigh. it's only the second day of the year and i've already had to answer questions on why i didn't go overseas to study. i think from now on, i'm just gonna say i was stupid and disillusioned.
apparently, i suffered from reverse culture shock. it's a condition common among singaporeans. it's easy for us to adapt to overseas life, but when we can back, we cannot adapt back. i have no idea how valid this proposition is, but if it were true, my reverse culture shock was very very severe. sigh.
worst of all, darian's leaving tmr. his return to singapore gave me a whole new lease of life. i had a life. i had someone to hang out with. we went singing. we ate. we went to the spa. we went clubbing. we went to the wine glass. it's so depressing to see him go again. he is one person i know i can always count on. he picks the tab when i'm broke. he asks me out. sigh. we're going to be like 15 hours apart again. i feel so alone in singapore without him. sighs. he's the only friend who gave me a thrashing for my 2 Fs. sighs.
depressed depressed depressed. how to make my 2009 better? excellent question.
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