choices choices

our lives are a series of decisions. some are inconsequential, like what to have for breakfast. others could have far reaching consequences on our lives. like what job to take and when. i just made one such decision last week. and it might be affecting me this week already. sighs. i have another interview tmr. i am so stressed. i haven't had a proper interview for such a long time. from what to wear, to what to bring, to everything else. so stressed. somehow i really want this job. it would mean that i have to stay in beijing for another four months. i don't mind. oh man oh man. how can i convince them that i'm right for the job? given ordinary circumstances, i think i would be far more confident. but i took another job from july to august. this job wants candidates to start in june. how can i actually convince them that i'm worth the wait? hmmmm...